ok, so i know he doesn't really hate me. but i wonder why he is always wanting me to do difficult things. I love him, but i think he keeps asking me to do things..like live, and forgive, and love. those things were a great idea a few years back when all i had to do was preach them. I wish i was one of those people that forgave asap, but lately, it is getting harder. we are of the same tree, yet...ugh. keep breathing i must. my confusing blog.
oh, and tonight i choked on my snot during our final song....twice.
the joys of working through forgiveness and loss.
Peeling away piece by piece to get to the raw goodness of it all.
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