aches...of the head, hopes of the heart

So,

everthing keeps telling me to turn to this word called HOPE. The shows I watch, the boxes that I buy, the gifts given to me. And so I am not exactly sure what I am to learn about that, except that I am supposed to not give it up. Maybe God thinks I am close to feeling hope-less. He keeps sending me little signals, signs, hope. I heard a speaker on tv say the other night that if I feel like i have lost hope to close my eyes and remember when I last had it. Then call the people who were around then to remind me to have it again. well, i haven't lost it yet, but that doesn't make it easy to keep. So...I press on.

The good thing is there is much to hope for! The upcoming month will be a hard one, but it will be good. Time seems to fly by here in my life, sometimes that is good, sometimes that is bad. Spending time with those I love for example, flies by too fast. But this migraine I have been sporting for 3 days, way to slow. But next month will show a new door for me. A new place for Drew and I. I am excited. I am excited to start again, to move not just physically, but in so many other ways too. There are several people in my life who have had to make this jump into a new reality. Living in new places, new homes, eating off of new plates, it seems to fit them. Even though the miles to get there were filled with tears. Things are growing with them now, and I am excited for that new growth in me.