it is raining today.
i watched driving miss daisy with drew and adam. its sad, in case you didn't know.
not the boys are picking out music for adam to play at his funeral.
i can't stop thinking. i dreamed last night that i cried 5 tears onto adam's hand. they were long tears, i watched them drop from my eye to his hand and 5 of them covered the back of it. they all glistened like diamonds for some reason.
i guess with rain, daisy, funeral songs and dreams it is hard to carry a smile today.
but there is always something to look forward to...mexican for dinner tonight.
Peeling away piece by piece to get to the raw goodness of it all.
